6:25 PM Platonic Love… |
Gosh!!!!!!!!!! What a week!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Why is it – that guys cannot be trusted when it comes to platonic
love? (note: I DONT HAVE ANYTHING AGAINST
ALL GUYS…) but the thing is, according to people I know and whenever I try
to make friends with the sons of Adam they turn out to be thinking SOMETHING
else towards the daughters of eve who befriended them … I mean, when it
happened once or twice, I can still handle it with poise and with my heads up
but now that it happened several times I don’t know what to do anymore…. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME????? I never meant to make them feel
anything else besides friendship… well… as far as I know I didn’t show any
signs or actions that would make them attracted to me…. Why is that whenever this happens I always feel this hurt??? Maybe
I’ve doing something wrong??? I feel betrayed because I am a real friend
and though friendship should be the base of deeper relationships but I never
liked people who use friendship to make a move. I just feel annoyed every time
this happens to me… I don’t want to feel it but the more a friend pushes himself
towards me the more I feel aloof with him… like I don’t wanna see him or talk
to him or even hear his name anymore…. Maybe I’m not meant to marry anyone that's why I’m feeling like
this towards these guys… I don’t know. Sometimes I just want to be mad at guys like them…. sometimes I’m
loosing my hope to find a brother I never had… I’m starting to lose the
capability of trusting men…. I don’t like this feeling…. PLATONIC LOVE for me is not the problem… but when a guy uses it to
go fish out something he wants from the beginning or uses it to take advantage
of a girl’s goodness-- it's DESPICABLE!!! I’m not mad at him but at what he did… I just want to take it all
out of my brain………. and my heart. Thanks…. |
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