Freedom from a repressing responsibility after enduring it for so
long can make someone feel so light— so liberated— so giddy and yes… so lost.
For almost six months I’ve been skirting through the fact that I’m
free from paying my part of the house loan (a family treasure that all of us in the family helped to
acquire), free to do what I’ve
always wanted to do with my life since I don’t have to worry about not being
able to pay on time, worry about causing any burden to my beloved family.
The thing is… what will one do with all this freedom when she
stopped thinking about her future when she accepted such big a responsibility
even before she graduated college and before she got things figured out for
herself?
I couldn’t remember any plans I had before. (And that’s saying something for someone who
always liked planning things down) So I did what one should do when she’s confused. I prayed and
decided to let God show me what to do. He never failed me so I know He’ll show
me what the next best step is.
Then I was asked to organize a tour and was, again, able to feel
the satisfaction of bringing beautiful places and experiences near people’s
reach.
Then I was given a chance to plan an event and I started to
remember how crazily happy I get when I organize affairs that mean something to
people.
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