Why couldn’t I stop myself? It probably was stalker-ish of me. Stupid. Considering I hate stalkers myself. But I guess there are times in anyone’s life when they want to re-live moments that made them feel so... so alive. So I did it. And after over a decade I was able to find you. But even then I stopped myself from reaching out. Why? Maybe because I was afraid that what we had wouldn’t be enough? That maybe all of those moments— those feelings were just a childhood fantasy? I don’t know.

But what I do know is that, no matter how many times I say goodbye... you will always have a very special place in my heart.

You showed me romance ‘til I desired for nothing more.

You made me feel special ‘til I learned to truly love myself.

You inspired my mind ‘til words continuously flowed to the surface.

Above all, you showed me love ‘til I realized I couldn’t settle for anything less.

But fate cruelly played with us...

She pulled us apart one bit at a time

For years I fought for you and I know you did too.

I only survived the heartbreak just by thinking of you.

Your twinkling eyes as you tried to steal a glance over your food

Your lips as you gave me that mysterious smile that held promise

Your voice as you sang those heartfelt wor ... Read more »